finally the hell broke loose! sorry if i pissed you off girls, but i just hate the way you girls treated me for the last couple of years. i felt like u never take me seriously. just because my family n my life seems perfect, it doesn't mean that i have no problems in my life! i do have problems, but everytime i want to share it with you, you make me feel that my problems is so not important, that somehow your problem is just way bigger than mine. yeah i get it, i know. i do admit it, you guys have problems, but can i have my own too? can i have my best friends to share my fear n my burden. i guess not for me, because again, everything is just perfect in my life according to you. but let me tell you guys, all this perfection is came out nothing! it's an illusion. all these belongs to may parents. my job that seems perfect for you guys is eating my brain n my life bit by bit. i failed to accomplished every single dream that i have. i have this fear that my life will end up as nothing n flat. do you know that? do you know that my perfect job cost me 8 million for something that i didn't even do n still i have to pay that debt until now! do you know that mu perfect job is perfectly alienated me from you guys?! i guess it's all just too late...
i'm broken now...
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